terusan untuk hidop..

kadang2 hidop ini perlu diteruskan walau segala dugaan perit utk ditelan...
kerna aku percaya dan yakin ade insan lain yg lebih genting penderitaannya...
kadang2 hidop ini perlu diteruskan kalaupon terpakse disingkirkan...
dan aku percaye pada keadilan tuhan dan dugaan-Nya...

aku cume butuh sokongan rakan2 & insan yg ku cintai utk aku meneruskan perjalanan hidop yg masih berbaki ini...
aku perlu kekuatan utk aku berdiri dgn kakiku sndri...
dan aku tahu ada insan yg masih dan akan bersamaku...
terima kasih tuhan atas segala-galanya...
dan aku redha dgn takdir dan ketentuan dari-Mu ini...

Unfaithful...I knew...I realized...

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful....
And it kills him inside....
To know that I am happy with some other guy....
I can see him dying...

I don't wanna do this anymore...I don't wanna be the reason why....
Everytime I walk out the door....
I see him die a little more inside....
I don't wanna hurt him anymore....
I don't wanna take away his life.....
I don't wanna be...
A murderer....

p/s: maafkan dia untuk segala-galanya....

Berat Sebelah...

dia tahu ape yg dilakukan semua serba tak kene...
bila bersama manusia yg berat sebelah...
semua silapnya nampak ketara..
silap orang yang disenanginya hanya dibutakan mata...

dia tahu tegurannya ibaratnya seperti membuang sampah...
sia-sia...
terus-terusan hanya kesilapannya yang selalu terang...
kadang2 lebih baik diam membisu dari berkata sepatah..
kerana tetap manusia mencari kesalahannya...
inilah dunia yang hidupnya manusia yang berat sebelah...

p/s: ku doakan dia tabah menjalani hidupnya walaupun jelas kelihatan titik2 air mata yg mengalir...

Sampah!

anak itu yg pernah kau luahkan menyesal dgn perkahwinan...

yang pernah kau luahkan anak itu membebankan...

berkali2 kau luahkan menyesal dgn perkahwinan...

menyesal punya anak...

tapi???

anak yg macam sampah itulah yang kau mintak pertolongan bila dalam kesusahan!

kenape tak kau mintak pada yang pernah kau taburkan wang ringgit dulu??

yang pernah kau banggakan kekayaan dan harta kau??

ada orang itu menolong kau di waktu susah???

jangan nk campak wang 100,10 sen pun belom tentu!

akhirnya...

anak yang sampah ini yang kau cari!

p/s: kerana mulut manusia bisa terluka...

memahami atau terpakse memahami..??

"rasa nak demam sbb keje byk td...tadi batuk2 pn org tak phm2 gak still nk cerite itu ini..."

"oook..."

"g tdo yeh..."

"oook...""...tapi perut lapa tak makan lagi n tunggu ***** balik n nk make sure slmt smpi.."

"lorh nape tak makan...?"***** dah ngantuk laa..."..tdo yeh..?tolong kejutkan kol 6 nk hantar ******..."

"tapelah sok ju tak kejut n i go to work by myself..."

"pls kejut..kalo larat n sehat ***** hantar k..?***** nk tdo dh...dh mkn msg k?nite...luv u..assalammulaikum.."

"oook...nite..luv u 2..waalaikummussalam.."

koleksi ungkapan..

"hidup ini ibarat pilihan antara 2 jalan..

inginkan kemewahan atau kesusahan..?"

"mengapa manusia masih belum yakin bahawa harta yang sedikit mampu menjamin kebahagiaan..?"

"pipit memang takkan sama dengan enggang...

tapi manusia tetap sama di antara mereka.."

"manusia suka memandang harta untuk kesenangan diri..

tapi mereka lupa akan kesusahan orang lain.."

"manusia selalunya bermula dengan kepayahan sebelum menemukan kemewahan..."

"kemewahan yang dicari hanya bersifat sementara...

kesederhanaan yang akan membawa bahagia..."

"bila ditabur dengan harta dan dikurnia dengan pangkat, manusia itu akan lupa tentang siapa dia dan asal-usulnya.."

"kehidupan ini takkan panjang...

hiduplah dengan penuh makna dalam kesederhanaan.."

Outstation @ CLS Cherating..

on 25th-26th Sept, i've been to Cherating for site visit at CLS or also known as Cable Landing Station or dlm bahse melayu yer Stesen Kabel Dasar Laut (SKDL) di mane di cni la kabel2 communication dasar laut yg dr negara2 oversea tuh mendarat so dat org kt M'sia ni bley communicate dgn mereka yg ade kt oversea tuh...acctly CLS not only hv at cherating..but also got in Mlk,Kuala Muda n Mersing..i only got da opportunity to visit Cherating...it was da great experience 4 me becoz i learnt a lot of new things, kt cni la aku taw jenis2 cable,masuk chamber tmpt laluan cable yg msk dlm building n mcm2 lg la!sambil2 tuh mkn angin la ape lg...hehe...i went to the cherating with the manager from region 3, en asrin n my partner in region 1, herman..at nite which da day we arrived, we went to planet seafood(not planet hollywood =D) utk dinner..sanggup buke pose dlm kete dlu semata-mata nk cr gak tmpt nk mkn seafood..haha..lps having our dinner, we went back to the hotel utk berehat...tmmrw morning yer we checked out from da hotel n went to the CLS for site visit....btw,all things i went thru wit those guys were fantastic!btw, i'm da only women who followed in dis site visit coz dlm unit aku ni ade 2 jerk prmpn...yg lg sorg cant join since she got a lot of work to do at da office =D

my room yg besar n dok sorg2 for da 1st time...sgt booosaaann..anyone who can accompany me next time??

from da left en asrin n herman..sorry coz xley nk promote since dis 2 guys already married..hehe..

its me...ni nk keje ker..nk g joli2 ni..??

dis is not planet hollywood but planet seafood...

ni salah satu mknn we ordered..ikn pari bkr...sgt sdp!harge sgt2 berpatutan..yg len lupe nk amik gmbr sbb dh lapa n tros mkn..nyum2..haha..

welcome!~

types of optical fiber submarine cable system...

chamber room where those cables from Asia Pacific countries landed...

battery room...btw, dont u think those batteries are too big??

dis is da hotel where i stayed...

acctly byk lg gmbr2 yg dh diambil tp xlrt la kan nk upload sume2 yer...hehe..i juz wanna share my new experience being @ CLS cherating... =D

Breaking Fasting @ MV..

on monday,gwe same teman2 se'TM' yg len yg gwe kenal mase mule2 join TM went 4 our buke pose 2gether @ midvalley...plan secare tibe2 but luckily we make it..mkn kt fudcourt sbb rs nk mkn nasik..we r kak ina,hanis,mel,shaz n me...aku dgn shaz gerak skali after working hours...then met da others @mv...be4 went for our breakfasting, we did some window shopping...for me, u dun really hv a mood to shop even juz window shopping...maybe i felt so tired dat day...n wanna save my money to shop on saturday!hehe...we had a great time 2gether!~

us..

me n shaz....

from da left: hanis, mel n kak ina...

Coretan..

dah beberape ari aku tak menulis kat blog ni...btw,tade cite yg menarik...mcm biase jerk...g keje blk keje,g keje blk keje...last saturday aku membawe adik2 prmpnku g buke poser kt JJ since my parents had their candle lite dinner or in otha words g buke poser together...hehe...and ha!last friday lak, i had my breakfast kat pastamania @pavilion...dats my 1st time mkn mknn kt ctu..pasta die sgt sedap n ade mcm2 lg mknn yg best2 yg semmg yer based on pasta la..i had it with my bestfwens since we r not meet for long time gak la...huhu..harge die agk mhl but kalo skali-skale tuh,should be ok..kalo slalu kopak duit i..then we did some shopping,g minum2 and last skali balik umah tdo la!i reached @home about 11.30pm!! luckily bonda tidak mrh2 kerane kelewatanku pulang ke rumah...

sitting from da left is shikin,dira n ME..standing from da left hanis,farah...

we r having our drink after dah penat berjalan n did some shopping...

& dis is my favourite picture taken..I LIKE!

P/S: miss u guys a lot!

tentang seseorang...

teruntukmu hatiku....
inginku bersuara...
merangkai semua tanya...
imaji yang terlintas...
berjalan pada satu...
tanya slalu menggangguku...
seseorang itukah dirimu kasih...
kepada yang tercinta...
inginnya ku mengeluh...
semua resah di diri...
mencari jawab pasti...
akankah seseorang yang kuimpikan kan hadir...
raut halus menyelimuti jantungku....

cinta hanyalah cinta...hidup dan mati untukmu....
mungkinkah semua tanya....
kau yang jawab....
dan tentang seseorang....itu pula dirimu...
ku bersumpah akan mencinta ....

P/S: nice lyric n sooo puitis...hehe..

bukan...tak mahu...

dia tahu semua salah dirinya sendiri...
tapi percayalah bukan itu kemahuan diri...
dia hanya tak mahu menipu hati dan perasaan...
dia hanya tak mahu terus melukakan....

Terima kasih untuk segalanya...

Sia2 sudah kita jalin cinta,
Bila ati slalu berbeda,
Sampai kapan lg..
Ku harus menahan rasa kecewa di dlm dada,
Seandainya kita masih bersatu,
Tak mungkin kan menyatu ,
Walau masih ada sisa cinta,
Biarkan saja berakhir sampai di sini,
TIADA LAGI yg ku harapkan,
TIADA LAGI yg ku impikn,
Biar aku sendiri tanpa diri mu,
TIADA LAGI kata cinta ku,
TAK KAN LAGI ku bersamamu,
Biar ku simpan semua kenangan ku bersamamu

P/S: terima kasih untuk lagu dan lirik itu....terima kasih untuk segalanya...

Crite...

its been a week we r in ramadhan....i'm not really felt thirsty or hungry during dis fasting month since i slept too much till' i got headache...makruh tdo byk2 bln poser neyh..hish2...2day still in my normal routine...pagi keje,blk ptg...pagi keje,blk ptg...asik2 tgk da same building...cube la arini aku g bangunan len lak ker...huhuhu...btw,i juz completed my tasks dat hv been assigned to me by my boss even i'm not really sure wut da heck i'm doing but my boss didnt say anything yet...sooo i assume everything will be ok la..hahaha sker2 ati jerk...ok dats' all till' now..got sumthin' to do..daa!~

miss them~

aku benar2 merindui kalian sume...di saat kite bergurau senda n menangis hiba...kalian sume xkn aku lupain sehingga nafasku berhenti...u guys were part of my life...i really2 mish those momentos we had 2gether...bila ya mau ketemu lagik dong...??u guys rocks!~ grrrrrrrrrr...miss u dira,irdayaww,farahboo,hanisgorjezzzz N da last but not da least,shikin~ =D

ramadhan dtg lagi...

bulan yg ditunggu dh pn tibe..aku rs cam xcaye dh msk bulan puasa...mudah2han segale amalan yg kite sume wat bln ni mendpt ganjaran yg setimpal yer di sisi Allah..amin...pg2 lg lps sahur aku blom tdo lg..tros menguruskan umh tangge...alhamdullillah gwe blom rs kecapekan lagi...tp mmg pg td seyes aku x lalu utk mkn nasik...al maklum la bgn pg2 xlapa tp kene mkn...huhuhu...1st day ramadhan cuti dr bekerja sempena merdeka yg smlm...tp aku xrs pn smlm merdeka..rs cam same dgn hari2 yg len jerk...ape2 pn,aku really2 menghargai perjuangan perwira2 kite di zmn dahulu kale sewaktu kite masih blom menghirup udara dan bertatih di ats jalanan..ecewah ayat aku!ngeee....tuh je la dlu kot...daa!~

with you...

You mean to me....
What I mean to you and...
Together....
There is nothing we won't do....
Cause if I got you....
I don't need money....
I don't need cars....
boy, you're my all...

I'm into you....
And boy...
No one else would do....
'Cause every words and say...
You make me fall in love...
And now I know I can't be the only one...
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight...
With the love of they life who feel...
What I feel when I'm with you,with you,with you...

P/S: I LUV U....

harta n rupe...

dia memilih kamu bkn kerna hartamu..

dia memilih kamu bkn kerna rupamu...

dia memilih kamu bkn kerna pangkat dan darjatmu...

dia memilih kamu kerna keikhlasan dan keluhuran hati budimu..

new day~

2day is friday...tmmrw is saturday...next week already fasting month!!cant wait dat moment...huhu...arini pg2 dtg merayau xtentu hala..cari suis lampu opis...its been a week i'm here but dun knoe mane ltk yer suis2 lampu...but at last i found at da back of the main entrance...be4 dat i went to da cafeteria bought me breakfast...then ate in my office n watched da korean drama till' i finish my food n start my day..bossku sudah tibe, n aku pergi mengadap beliau utk bertanye kalo2 ade pekerjaan utk diriku yg dahagakn keje...maybe he will hand over one project to me..but, still i need the guidance to start dat project....my time maybe already come...lets workin'!! hooooyeeeaaahhh~

bukan...

bukan maksud nak mengecewakan...

bukan niat nak mempersendakan...

bukan hasrat nak melupakan...

hanya takdir yang dah menentukan...

saket otak~

kepale gwe lagik saket neyh sih...i still cant adapt da new environment @ my new office...i hate to sit at da very da cold area...rs cam dok kt dlm 'ice box'...2day i learnt from my boss how to quote the price of the products....sound interesting coz it was totally new knowledge n experiences..N nmpk gaye yew i started to like dis kind of tasks...hehe..

dh brape arini aku blk dr keje asik ujan jerk...seolah2 mcm ade satu petanda...n i felt like dis kind of rain shows wut inside my heart..aku rs mcm sayu jerk rintik2 hujan yg trn...prsaan bersalah still menghantui myself but i will try to recover soon...insyaAllah..maybe its hard 4 me to handle but currently i'm trying eventhough i already broke sumone's heart n feeling....felt very sorry bout' wut already happen...hope trust can explain everything dat i didnt mean it...

p/s: i dun wanna do dis anymore...

merintis kemungkinan~

its been 4 days @ my new dept which is TM Global...at da 1st place,i was blur ape la menatang yer TM Global neyh or name timang-timangan yer TMG...i've been assigned as consultant n solutions(CNS)...aku kene menjg 3 tmpt (south east asia,s'pore n oceania)...mcm agk mencbr jugaks but I WILL TRY MY BEST!!!...boss n staff kt cni sume so far ooook...for da time being, aku dok kt dlm opis yg agk bsr n rs cam BOSS BESAR pn ade...but i still not really comfortable coz ye la dok tmpt yg bsr with the tiny position in me...but luckily i heard yg tmpt aku akn ditukarkn ke tmpt len..hopefully kecik sket bilek yer dr yg skrg ni...huhu..wat mase skrg ni, i still in stage of learning...mmg totally mende baru n mostly n of course OUT OF MY TRACK!!!...but i like to try sumthin' new n gain a lot of knowledge n experiences from that...tp ape2 pn so far aku enjoy di dept ku yg baru ini...FULLSTOP! =D

terjadi bukan mahunya...

kadang2 ape yang terjadi...yg tak mahu ianya terjadi...

bukan kehendak diri ianya terjadi...

...tapi masih ade hati yang tak mengerti...

ape yang sedang dia alami...

hidup,hidup,hidup...

bile terdesak...

manusia lupa kate2 yg pernah dilemparkan...

bile terdesak...

manusia baru kenal erti pertolongan...

bile terdesak...

manusia baru kenal erti sahabat dan saudara...

sedangkan pabila waktu senang manusia itu,adakah dia peduli semuanya???

Wut da hePi daY!~

da lame rasa yer tak menulis kt blog neyh...sbnr yer aku terlupe yg aku penah wat blog...hahaha..tp ape2 pn arini adlh ari aku yg plg hepi...pertama sbb result aku alhamdulillah sume PASS n yg penting skali aku akan convo bln 8 neyh!!!hoooyeeeeh~ at last, i finish my study..insyaAllah kalo ade rezeki aku nk smbg master lak..eventhough study was stressfull 4 me but i really2 miss the memories during my study time...rindu korg sume!! =S (dira,hanis,farah and sesape2 yg kenal akan diriku)....maka,dengan ini saye mengishtiharkan bahawa sape2 yg kenal saye,dtg la mase convo nnt!!!ngeeeee..N da most important thing,bunga sorg kurang2 kene 5 jambak bkn kuntum k..?? =p